anorexia

today
went to Hannah's house and made brownies..
Brownies !! i love it... bt nt the one today we made..XD
peiyi and yihuan were there
bt they 're driving out to look for vanilla ice-cream ~~
by the time they back, the brownies ady in the oven XD
back without vanilla ice-cream!!....
luckily, Hannah's mom found out there is a box of ice-cream in the fridge..
well... it's nt vanilla bt better than no ice-cream ....hehe

b4 making the brownies , we went to plaza sri hartamas (if nt mistaken)
guess wht..i met xiao jia -- my lovely counselling committee at watson (the place i addicted to XD )
studying at taylor's at hartamas... i wonder y taylor's has branches all over KL?
couldn't finish so hannah packs it

talking eating talking eating...

(anorexia)

this word coming out from Hannah's mouth...
now, let's c the symptoms..

1. failure to make expected weight gain
well.... i am nt underweight and a bit overweight i think..

2.fear of gaining weight or becoming fat even though underweight
well.... i think all women definitely fear of becoming FAT okay?

3.amenorrhea -- irregularity of menstruation
eh hem.... to be honest...yes ....i do have this prob ..shhh....

4. denial of seriousness of current low body weight
once again... i am nt underweight

5.self- induced vomiting
well... i nvr ever do this.... bt i always feel like wanna vomit and head spinning after eating
my prob?

6. misuse of laxative, diuretics..
i always wish to buy those things..bt i didn't

7. fasting?
at sem 3 bt now is better i think haha...

wikipedia notes the suicide rate of ppl with anorexia is higher than general population...
wow...this disease made a suicide attempt

do i really have this disease?
maybe...XD